UNTITLED .... BUT!!

THE DIVINE BLESSINGS

The “divine blessing” does it really exist…. yes, it really does exist you just have to find the connection between you and the supreme god/lord / Bhavana. You just have to believe in the supreme Bhavana and in yourself too.

You have to be the master of your karma and it will follow you.

When you will start feeling connected to the supreme personality wonder will happen in your life and within you. It only takes one belief and the blessing will find you. Like everyone has their own personality, appearance the blessing also differs. One person may have the connection but tend to lose his/her blessing in the material things. One doesn’t have the connection but knows how to attain it.

I was one of those kids who knew about the connection and just a few believe and voila! The blessing is coming one by one…

What is a blessing? It may be a person that the supreme lord sends in your life to change your miserable life into a marvelous one or it may be you yourself starting to transform.

In the very first beginning has mentioned that blessings differ from person to person.

So, here are my blessings...

It all started within me first then in my surroundings.

I started receiving pleasant answers to my prayers.

I gained confidence in myself and a sense of responsibility.

Realized that there is nothing more important than being self-sufficient.

I first worked on healing myself from the inside and then moved to outward healing. It was great a journey. In this I lost some of my close friends… (were they, no one knows about that )

Sure they were at some point in time.

Oh! Come on now leave the unwanted topic.

Okay so, yeah I really made myself feel left out because I didn’t like the way they treated me. I don’t want to explain what did they exactly did to make me feel this way but in one word I just want to say they bullied me.

And because it was my fault, I had the chance to make it stop but didn’t. I felt that walking out was the only way to stop things. so, I did it and now I am free from the melodrama and am living joyfully outwardly and inwardly every day of my life. In this journey, I never felt alone as if there was an angel on my shoulder, who just motivated me whispering in my ears “just do it MONIKA you are right this time you have to make a change”

And I listened and achieved the gift of happiness.

For me, happiness is when I don’t have to think of peer pressure or being judged. For achieving that confidence to avoid peer pressure I started doing some homework on myself.

First, I made a list of things that I have to avoid because they were blocking my way.

Most of the things on the list were “humans” I mean, my fellow good friends. It was hard, to be honest, to avoid them or showing that I’m not interested in this anymore or that I have to end this friendship forever because you are fucking perk.

Pardon me for cursing but it is the way the sentence should be written. If it isn’t according to you, I am sorry. I don't curse often it’s just some nasty beings that make me do it.

Oh! I’m sorry I wanted to write about a specific topic but end up on some other topic out of the box or irrelevant from the topic above. so yeah, we were talking about happiness.

I wonder sometimes those people who have money or have material things lack the feeling of being loved …

I may not have all the material things but I have that loving feeling in my life.

I wanted myself to be happy with small things. So now you can guess what was my blessing so far.

The happiness of others and me.

I don’t want to hurt someone for my happiness if I have done it earlier by mistake, I’m sorry.

What are the other aspects in someone’s life that make it live? Is it money and all other pleasures including sexual desires? I think there must be a purpose in my life other than earning money.

Everyone has their own purpose in their lives.

They just need to find it. I cannot detail it right now because I’m still working on it. 

If you already know now what is coming in your way you won’t get surprised by it because you have already lived that moment once or maybe you are living it every time in your head.

If I were you, I would choose a surprise (it can be pleasant or unpleasant that totally depends on your karma). This is what makes it a worthy destiny.